This might be a rash decision, but I just can't handled fawnlings, the past few months have been hell. I feel like I lost everything, like I have nothing to do anymore, like all my 'friends' are gone, and really its just made me realize how little I had to begin with.
I was just going to play with my characters on my own, get their stats up and have fun little encounters, I had so much planned for Lilt and Evander, but... Seeing that I wasn't the only one with issues with the fawnling group I know its the right thing to just leave. If I had known this group would cause me so much heart ache I would have never joined....
I shall keep my promise to Fishie and keep Evander for as long as she needs
Ver, Silvanus, and Flora will all be killed, sorry they are mine and you can't have them ;_;
I guess Lilt and Liaka will be re homed, not sure when I will get to that, especially considering the huge amount of re homing and just general auctions going onTigressDesign
I honestly dont care about "Gwen's" Twins, because the aren't hers really and they will never think of her as Mommy...
Some have convinced me to take a break and not just full on leave the fawnling group, so here is what is now happening to me characters:
Gwen, sadly she dies during twin birth, but both fawns live and will be auctioned off soon! (keep an eye on TigressDesign to see the auction)
Evander and Laika are staying with me, though Laika might be going to a more active home if I can find one!
Lilt will still be given away as I can't handle two Oaky babies and she should go to a loving home! I made a lit ref for her but never got a chance to make her art ref: Lilt | Filly | Oakfern Fawn
Gwen's daughter Flora is staying with me, the death of her mother gave me super muse for the little girl and I couldn't stand the thought of giving her away!
Verdelet is still going to die, protecting his Sister from an 'evil' BW, HE IS STILL OPEN FOR RUT! as his death will come in spring.
I am still uncertain about what to do with Silvanus, he will not be given away, but at the same time I don't know what to do with him, we shall see!
My net went out friday :\ this has been a traumatic experience for me lol
Also I am quitting Fawnlings. I just can't handle them anymore, or something... they don't interest me, when I think of rping I get stressed out. I mean I love them to death and I love the community but... I just can't anymore, all I want is to play on my own land, with my own horsie characters, and my own rules...
I don't know, maybe someone can convince me to stay :\
Until then here is what may be happening to my characters:
Evander will be staying with me until his new home is found
Florentine will be given away, I will have very high expectations of the one that gets her!
Lilt will be given to the group to rehome
Laika will be staying with me
Gwenaelle: Having twins this rut, will see if she dies...
Silvanus: To be determined
Verdelet is killed by a blackwood/oakfern while trying to protect someone. If anyone wants a fawn from him this rut, let me know and I'll make a harem image for you!
I want the mods to know this has nothing to do with our 'talk' I have been feeling this way for a while now and I want you to know that I am truly sorry for the misunderstanding and that I have no hard feelings toward any of you!